you want more?

yeah ..... guitar hero!!!
after feeding the 5000, well close, 9 people that were here for dinner tonight, i played, yes more guitar hero!! just improving my scores on the quick play, kids are improving, i have to stay highest score, i must, just this once!!!
paul is playing, he has caught guitar hero fever, he wants the precious, but he cants have its, no precious for you are minnnnnneeeeeeee!!
hhmm yeah, so, had brief chat with friend of dear friend and it turns out my uncle frank that i went to see in feb, is ill again :o( he is in his 80's, so a worry, has been in hospital, but out now. i must try to get down to getting a card or something, gods i'm so crap at times :o(
after all extra children went to their own homes, auntie frances, grandads girlfriend phones to tell me she had her £20k cheque, mixed emotions again and i kinda had a bit of a vent off at her, which was unfair and she didnt deserve it, i wasnt having a go at her, just venting my frustration and sadness of the way my dad has acted towards me and to her too to some extent, she understands my place and she was (as always) sweet and understanding and everything she always is. i phoned her back later to apologise and thank her for listening, she didnt need to hear it, but the again she is very unhappy and likes to hear a voice in the house, so was happy that i rang back just for that, bless her. i must ring her more, she is the sterotypical old lady, got family but live away and do visit, and call, just not enough to fill that void. i must try to make more of an effort, gods i'm so crap at times :o(
sparks has day off tomorrow because of the NUT strikes (yay! more striking i say! send the whole fecking lot into chaos!) and so has bonnies lil bro, he and sparks have kinda gravitatied together when they have met, the unspoken 6 year old boy thing, i said to his mum that he was welcome over for the school time with sparks, thought we might go to moors valley as we have the car park pass still and for the next month, must use often!! i gotta get chase to invite a friend as sparks had jamie over for tea today and young nasty man had wonderboy over and edz had bonnie tuesday and she is planning on staying friday night and tyler will be here and river is off to an 11 year olds birthday party 2 doors down. shit! what a weekend! oh fuck and i've invited over my mate brina for dinner eeeeekkkkk must call her and cancel, gods i'm so crap at times :o(
ok, enough of being shit, going to play guitar hero and rock!!