off to hossy tomorrow

and this time it is for me!
going to have a gastroscopy aka camera down me throat and into my stomach to have a look around and see if they can tell why i keep getting these horrible stomach pains and chest pains that i need to take painkillers to get through. at the moment i dont know where i am sposed to be going, only that i need to be there at 9.15am and i have no babysitter for kids and no letter and the phone lines dont open until 10am!! how fecking stoopid is that????
went to heavy horse centre today and heard that the lovely suffolk punch they had, yvette, died in january :-( she was a sweet heart and fought and fought for life, but it all got a bit much and she gave up before the owners had to make the choice to say enough is enough. in good news, smokey joe is walking and pulling the cart! his manky foot is under control!! yay!! go smokey dude!!
i have decided that i want a wolf, well a czech wolf dog actually, which are >20% wolf, but look like them and are bloody gorg! am researching, asking lots of questions to breeders and trying to locate one for less that £1,500 :-O
on nil by mouth from midnight, so gonna go have some rasberries and icecream now and wash down couple of pints of water and to bed. have had a bit of a chest infection the last few days AGAIN, only the 2nd in the last month! hearing still not back properly as antibiotics are rubbish! havent been able to take any antacids for 2 weeks so have had horrible indigestion whether i eat or not and am all but falling apart!
moan over .....
going to go do more hunting for this fecking letter!!